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[calmness]

// zewu.jun

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[ruinously]

[ what is happening ]

That upset you? What's wrong, man?

[calmness]

I am sorry.

It was the suggestion to behead them. [boy, does he feel dumb because this panic is over confectionary treats.]

You see, one of my sworn brothers-- when his body was uncovered. He had been....

[ruinously]

[ ...he sees where his error was now. oops ]

oh, fuck. yikes. I'm sorry, dude.

[calmness]

You could not have known.

And I.... I am sorry for, as they say, freaking out. [we cope with humor and deflection here.] The cupcakes are delicious.

[ruinously]

no, it's okay, that's a totally valid reason for a freak out. I had no idea.

[calmness]

You couldn't have know.

I haven't told anyone here.

[ruinously]

I'm not gonna tell anyone.

I really didn't mean to upset you :(

[calmness]

Thank you. I am not hiding it. It is just-- I only recently learned of how he died and it is difficult to discuss.

It is alright.

[ruinously]

well yeah, I bet it is

you sure?

[calmness]

Grief is a fickle thing.

I am. I have even had a cupcake. [because he has a sweet tooth and he's no longer that panicked. great distraction, cupcakes.]

[ruinously]

yeah it...it really is, man.

Did it help? Sometimes sugar helps.

[calmness]

[an unfortunate thing to agree on.]

it did. it was very comforting. thank you, dean.

[ruinously]

good, i'm glad :)